Thousand Below - The Other Side Of Things

I look up the street and I see your house now
I see the sun but the cold begins
I can't bear to feel it anymore
I had to go and leave, follow pain within
Everything went and changed the day you left
Now I sit awake, dying here instead

I see your mother, your sister, your father
I hope they understand you
I see your mother, your sister, your father
And my heart breaks to that view

'Cause now you know, now you know
Everything to feel on the other side of things
Now you know, now you know
Everything it took to break inside of me

Now I know, now I know
I hope you don't, I hope you don't hate me
For following a path of substance
And self-abuse so I can keep on running
So I can go and chase a darker truth
So I appreciate all of the brighter views
So I can feel the things that went and ruined you
So I can realize what it takes to choose

I can't even hear your voice inside my head
Can't even think of all the funny shit you said
Now you're sleeping
Now you're dreaming
Now you let go
Now you echo

I see your mother, your sister, your father
I hope they understand you
I see your mother, your sister, your father
And my heart breaks to that view

'Cause now you know, now you know
Everything to feel on the other side of things
Now you know, now you know
Everything it took to break inside of me
Now you know, now you know
Everything to feel on the other side of things
Now you know, now you know
Now I'm losing you