Vic Allen - Healing

I don't wanna be a hopeless type
Yeah I know that this is all just life
No one ever said that it was easy
But it's been a really long hard year
Sick of drowning in my own damn tears
Nothing I can even try to believe in

But today something changed

‘Cause I noticed the sun
First time in months
Seems like it's actually shining
And I made it home
And danced all alone
‘Cause I can't believe I'm not crying
Yeah I still can't place this feeling
But I think I'm healing
I think I'm healing

I know he was never meant for me
Some things yeah they just aren't meant to be
But it doesn't really help me forget him
Said some things I wish I'd never heard
'Nother boy another lesson learned
It could haunt me all my life if I let it
But that pain's over now

‘Cause I noticed the sun
First time in months
Seems like it's actually shining
And I made it home
And danced all alone
‘Cause I can't believe I'm not crying
Yeah I still can't place this feeling
But I think I'm healing
I think I'm healing

Oh all of this time I couldn't see
It wasn't right, I wasn't me
I'm done with silence and breakdowns and crying
I wanna go back to the start be who I was I think that I'm on my way

‘Cause I noticed the sun
First time in months
Shining
I walked back home
And danced on my own
‘Cause I can't believe I've stopped crying
Yeah I still can't place this feeling
But I think I'm healing
I think I'm healing
Yeah it's been a really long hard year
Sick of drowning in my own damn tears
But I think I'm healing