Violent - A Demon In Me

I’ve never killed a man
But I know just how it feels
To be dead inside of your mind
To question what is real
The hate grows stronger and stronger
Pity and sorrow I feel no longer

Trapped in a corner no escape
From this claustrophobic fate
Don’t come any closer
Unless you want to take a ride on this violent roller coaster like life
It brings to to the top of a tower
Then it drops you right to the floor
I’ve converted my pain into power
Like a masochist I want more

So you can tell me with your last dying breath
Look into the eyes of a man who has no fucking feelings left
I will make you understand
I don’t feel human
I’m barely a man

Forgive me for my actions I have a conscience but I’m built up on hate
So I’ll listen to the voices in my head they’re talking to me
Scrambling my logic I am searching in the darkest parts of hell to try and solve it all
This is my hell

I need to find a way out of here
I hear the sound of the whispering voices they are drawing near
They have cruel intentions you will see
That beneath the skin there lies a demon in me

Erase this demon from the back of my mind
Purging my soul to be consumed by this hate
Ill drag you down watch your throat start bleeding out.
What have I become
Your blood runs black.
You will see what disgrace is