Dani Sylvia - Begin Again

I′ve been wild
Nobody's child
Cutting through lies for cutting my smiles
And I′ll be coming alive
When I rip this fear off of me and just free dive
And you've been looking at me with pitying eyes
Saying things like 'nice try′, ′better luck next time'
Patronise, criticise, ostracising me
Minimising who I know I can be
There′s a part of me that thinks you might be right
When the ghosts in my mind hold me hostage in my bed at night
And the little girl inside collides
With the woman who is hiding, hiding from me
How does it take 26 years to realise I might be worthy of love?
I might have beauty disguised
Cos I manifested my demise
Over and over it multiplies
So how could I ever rise?

Bones give out
I'm screaming but you don′t turn 'round
I'm tired of never feeling proud
I tell you man, it starts right now

3,2,1, pull my roots up and move on
No matter how deep they run
I won′t stop until they're gone
This story isn't fitting under my skin
Telling me something I don′t wanna believe in
I′ll begin again, again, again
Begin, begin, again, again
Begin, begin, again, again

I made excuses for myself so many times
And I never looked between the lines to find where it was coming from
It hurts to remember how hard that I cried
And how hard I tried to justify the unforgivable
But I'm making peace with all the little broken pieces of me
And I′ll acquit you of your crime so I can find dignity
And the systems we learn when we young are so strong
But they are only beliefs and they're boring me, boring me

Bones give out
I′m screaming but you don't turn 'round
I′m tired of never feeling proud
I tell you man, it starts right now

3,2,1, pull my roots up and move on
No matter how deep they run
I won't stop until they're gone
This story isn′t fitting under my skin
Telling me something I don′t wanna believe in
I'll begin again, again
Begin, begin, again, again
Begin, begin, again, again

Every broken paving stone
Builds the path that leads you home
Sao when everything in you says it′s the end
Begin again

3,2,1, pull my roots up and move on
No matter how deep they run
I won't stop until they′re gone
This story isn't fitting under my skin
Telling me something I don′t wanna believe in
I'll begin, again, again
Begin, begin, again, again
Begin, begin, again, again

This story isn't fitting under my skin
Telling me something I don′t wanna believe in

I′ll begin again, again
Begin, begin, again, again, again