...and Here I Lie - Regrets

I am in isolation, my thoughts are no comfort, they only remind me of what I had and is now gone. I walk with a silence but inside I'm screaming - All I want is my life and to be alone no more. I just can't be the person I was, my choices are gone- I can't seem to recognize who I see in the mirror, the person before me no longer seems familiar, I am lost within myself inside this heart- Inside this person I don't seem to know anymore. I seem to be changing I want it to end. Please let me go, please let me find the home inside of me- I miss everything- Especially me.