...and Here I Lie - Holding Nothing

Is this the point where we must do without- has the time come to part ways?- This must be the beginning of the end, I cannot surrender- I have worn this forever, too many times I am sadness- if I only had that feeling once again- I long for the day to end and make some sense- I can't wait for me anymore, doesn't it ever hit you doesn't it ever make you feel so torn you just want to fall down and die? Time is pulling me down again- I've tried to look past that point but when I'm all done pretending I'm still here holding nothing- why don't you believe me?---- There is nothing so I'm just left to hear your name.