Abagail Link - Song for Someone Long Gone

You still wear the same shirt
you still listen to the same songs
but do you still think of me?
I've asked you so many questions
that you don't want to answer
like do you still think of me?

I still remember
your songs in december
cold as it was beneath the rain and the leaves
I still wonder
how my heart pulled you under
it was the first and last one of these.

I was so young then
I didn't know how to stop then
do you know what you did to me?
I still have that notebook
where your name swarmed like locusts
did you write my name for anyone to see?

I can still taste it
all the time that I wasted
crying over who I wanted to be
The years have brought me to see
how I taught you to hate me
and i'm sorry that was the man you had to be.

I know now what love is
sometimes I'm so far above it
but I can't forget what you first did to me
i'm sorry that I choked you
with so much love I provoked you
to gently let me slip off the leash
but do you still think of me?