Abysmal Torment - Dread

Like a switch inside my brain it goes off,
I go insane.
It gets harder every day
Conjuring the worst each day
I must keep this mind asleep.
Nothing may be let in

I reject who I used to be down paths of anxiety

Feeling trapped inside my mind I become another kind.
Thoughts of death and suicide.
Kill the mother of my child

I'm at war with my own mind
Looking for another kind
Of reality (deep) inside
Lost, I'm partially blind

Dread!

I reject who I used to be down paths of anxiety

Feeling trapped inside my mind I become another kind.
Thoughts of death and suicide.
Kill the mother of my child

Dread!

Recreating my own hell
A gaping void with nothing left
With no chance to heal itself

Nothingness is the absolute lack of emotion
But somehow in all this nothingness,
There exists pain