Alphawolves - Awake

I'm here through you threw me away
I'm here every time you fail
I know I'll be digging my grave
'Cause this is not the way
This will end my days

Sometimes the devil knocks at my door
Sometimes he tries to buy my soul
Sometimes i wish i could lose control
Those times i'm scared to be on my own
Sometimes i feel like i'm in war
Too many times i've tried to climb this hole
Sometimes i wish i could save the world
But i'm not that special, i'm just alone

I'm here through you threw me away
I'm here every time you fail
I know I'll be digging my grave
'Cause this is not the way
I should stay awake
I hope you will keep my secret
I'm not sure this life is worth living
I know there is nothing to prey
'Cause this is not the way
This will end my days

Sometimes the tears rain down my face
I hate how bad they taste
Sometimes i wish i'd be lost in space
And disappear without a trace

I dont want to be a victim, i just wanna be the wave
That breaks down your bridges
Not the one who cames to save you
If only i could change everything before
They start to fade into grey

I'm here through you threw me away
I'm here every time you fail
I know I'll be digging my grave
'Cause this is not the way
I should stay awake
I hope you will keep my secret
I'm not sure this life is worth living
I know there is nothing to prey
'Cause this is not the way
This will end my days

This will end my days