Anjulie - Best That I Can

It’s a short way down and a long way up from here
I can pave my road or I can listen bout to take the wheel
Driving down, down, down till I lost myself again
Well I’m learning how to settle for less than perfect

[Chorus]
How do you feel, being better than the rest?
I’m stuck here just trying to be the best that I can
Does it make you feel special,
I hope you really soak it in
I’m barely surviving doing the best that I can

I got a ghost in my close and a voice inside my brain
I kick my feet in the shower and I’m washing them down the drain
I pity all life and I pity all happiness
I wonder if you still love it, or you ever get tired of it

[Chorus]
How do you feel, being better than the rest?
I’m stuck here just trying to be the best that I can
Does it make you feel special,
I hope you really soak it in
I’m barely surviving doing the best that I can

I’m not gonna go unnoticed, I’m all in your face
Take another look in my eyes, there’s more than this
If I don’t measure up, if I don’t fit in
I’m sorry I’m not everything you want me to be

[Chorus]
How do you feel, being better than the rest?
I’m stuck here just trying to be the best that I can
Does it make you feel special,
I hope you really soak it in
I’m barely surviving doing the best that I can.