Atomic Bomb Blood Orgy - Maiden Flight

I guess I'm just dumb.
Cause I thought that maybe I was the one
Who figured out the way it should be done,
But I'm unraveling, coming undone

Run beneath the sun.
Maybe I can be the one
Fast enough to fly.
Vanish in the maiden flight

It's a synchronicity,
And everyone knows everyone but me.
They share the language, connotations, instinct.
Think I must have missed a meeting.

The hair's getting grey.
And every day's just like every other day.
They're doing great. And I can manage "Okay"
I think there must have been some fucking mistake.