Bülow - Honor Roll

I've been thinking about how
I used to hang out, smoking weed by myself
Now I'm flying, for real put my seat belt on
I'm overseas, soon I'll be somewhere else

It's funny how it gets so real so fast
Dreaming of the afterlife
Well maybe you don't have to die
I get so scared sometimes
I don't know what's next for me
I don't know what's best for me no more

All my friends are on Adderall
I'm just trying to make it on the honor roll
Slurring my speech 'til I said it all
Filling my heart with the edibles

All my friends are on Adderall
I'm just trying to make it on the honor roll
Slurring my speech 'til I said it all
Filling my heart with the edibles

It's just that I don't wanna get older, I don't wanna die
I don't wanna be sober, I don't wanna cry
I don't wanna get older, I don't wanna die
I don't wanna be sober, I don't wanna cry

I've been fooling around
Sending pics, staying out, zero fucks, it's a cop out
In over my head might be brain dead, white flag
I'm a forfeit, too bad, can't stop my world from collapsing
I'm afraid of relapsing cause this Lambo too fast
I might get carsick, all these moving targets
RIP to the home where my heart is
Sometimes I wish I was back where I started

All my friends are on Adderall
I'm just trying to make it on the honor roll
Slurring my speech 'til I said it all
Filling my heart with the edibles

All my friends are on Adderall
I'm just trying to make it on the honor roll
Slurring my speech 'til I said it all
Filling my heart with the edibles

It's just that I don't wanna get older, I don't wanna die
I don't wanna be sober, I don't wanna cry
I don't wanna get older, I don't wanna die
I don't wanna be sober, I don't wanna cry

It's funny how it gets so real so fast
Dreaming of the afterlife
Well maybe you don't have to die
I get so scared sometimes
I don't know what's next for me
Don't know what's gotten into me, an entity
But need to leave, leave me be

All my friends are on Adderall
I'm just trying to make it on the honor roll
Slurring my speech till I said it all
Filling my heart with the edibles

All my friends are on Adderall
I'm just trying to make it on the honor roll
Slurring my speech till I said it all
Filling my heart with the edibles