Black Light - 6 Walls

Gasping, can't breathe, eyes wide open,
desperately gazing into the dark.
Alone in the bed and the lid is closing,
without last words, without remarks.

Being let down, the pressure rises,
weight of the gravel on my chest.
Heart's in my throat it won't go lower,
won't leave me alone, won't let me rest.

Sirens scream in the cold night,
a child is crying in the distance.
Stinging gas fills up my whole lungs
as I breathe my last resistance.

I feel so lost, I feel so desperate,
muscles refuse to answer my calls.
Is this death? Is this what it feels like?
Getting buried in between 6 walls.

Only now I can see my grave intact
6 walls that screams calmly keep.
6 walls that mean my whole life.
6 walls that now let me sleep.

Is this the new truth that fills the moment
leaving me lying there paralyzed?
We could have done something to prevent this,
destroying this nightmare made of lies.

I scream to the gods, asking for mercy
'tho the cries don't leave my mind.
Knowing our actions led to deserve this
but why is this night so damn unkind.

My eyes burn in the brightest flames.
I see the story of my whole past.
Wind whispers through the ruins of my presence
and sweeps my mind away like dust.

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