Bloody Mess - Integrity

How do I reconcile
My love for life and that I'll
Do what it takes to see
The darkest part of me

She stands beside alone
Once was a part now I am whole
Within myself contained
Can I release her from the pain?
When
My Thoughts
Are limited
To focusing only on things that concern me
So either you burn me or you get burnt
And
I Want
And I will take
And either you get it and make me regret it
Or you will learn

Pay your debt
For the pact
You wanted bliss
You have to pay for this
Feel despair
It's only fair
You took her world
And now you'll burn

This is the price you pay for having it your way
This is the price you pay for leading her astray

Please don't look away
I have a right for you to stay
There is a price I pay
For the way I am today

This mind is not for free
It comes with blurred reality
Sense of futility

Focus, blur, line, memory
Pain, look, see the real enemy

This is the price you pay for having it your way
This is the price you pay for leading her astray
This is the price you pay for looking only in
This is the price you pay for never giving in

And then I see myself
And my reflections in the water
They're pulling me in
And then I see myself
And my reflections in the water
They're pulling me in
And now I am drowning
I can't seem to find myself
And now I am falling
I can't see a way out
Now I am gone

For never giving in