Born of Osiris - Truth and Denial

I lie straight to my face
Feeling like an empty windowpane
My eyes dried - locked and wiped clean
I try not to hate myself

Both sides on me
Stay right or bleed
Difficult to see
Where I've come from
And where I belong
Face what's gone
What went wrong?
A plan to kill or leave
I've waited way too long
Hearts change; sealed, encased
Where I am is where I should be

I lie straight to my face
Feeling like an empty windowpane
My eyes dried - locked and wiped clean
I try not to hate myself

Now I'll have my peace
Both sides on me
What's still obtaining my justice
Of calm effort
Trust us, the light in the wall still shines and
Carries me out to my own kind
A balance we've danced
From the first to the last time

Jump to conclusions
Run - stay elusive
I play out the matters of truth and denial
Dumbed down and loosely intrusive
And truly escaping a foolish will of desire
Stand true through a maze of deception
The start can always be the ending

I lie straight to my face
Feeling like an empty windowpane
My eyes dried - locked and wiped clean
I try not to hate myself