BoyWithUke - Easier

[Zwrotka 1]
I know it's been a minute since we last spoke
Been every type of bitter this year
There's something sentimental 'bout the thought of it all
But your tears are all I hear
I wish I loved you better
I wish I could have been there
I wish we never met so maybe then I wouldn't see you everywhere

[Przedrefren 1]
But you're so independent, you're no one but yourself
I don't know how you do it; inhibition for my guilt too of course
I made a mistake
Pushed you away, so I grieved your loss
Killed every single memory, killed every thought
Killed everything, because..

[Refren]
It might be easier that way
If I never had to see your face
If I could pretend we never met
Maybe then I feel okay
But how can I act like you're a stranger?
If you were the only one who knew me
I live in a city full of people, but I am alone

[Zwrotka 2]
Waking up at night, ripping out my hair
I'm used to having fights, used to hurting everybody that I cared for
It's unfair, everybody lives their own life
That I'm never there for, and I lie and I steal time from
Everyone who ever cried, when I cry, lights on
You can put 'em put on my grave, when I die at the top of the plaque
"Here lies in the sewer fucking waste of a man"

[Przedrefren 2]
I got to learn to let go
I got to learn to move on
Got a lot I don't know
I have to learn to let go
If I don't change who I am
I'ma die before I'm old
But I can't help but hide myself behind
My world of lies I made to cope
With who I lost; I killed you here because..

[Refren]
It might be easier that way
If I never had to see your face
If I could pretend we never met
Maybe then I feel okay
But how can I act like you're a stranger?
If you were the only one who knew me
I live in a city full of people, but I am alone