Cabin Boy Jumped Ship - Survivor

I came to my sense
I've just woken up
I can't shake this feeling
It's tearing me up
The weight on my shoulders
The eyes on my back
Your words weigh so heavy
But my heart will not crack

To me your not a victim
You're a surviver
Climbing mountains to make your mentality even stronger
To keep your world from going under

But still the rage eats away
Like cancer in the brain
Am I going insane
Pointless agony
Inflicted by selfish desire of pain

You tore out her heart
And I picked up the pieces
What's left of it
What's left of it
How can you live with this everyday
It blows my mind away

If six foot of earth makes every man equal
Then ill bury you to the core of this world

I declare misery
Upon this history
I keep on fighting this feeling
But It keeps on winning
And still the rage eats away
Like cancer in the brain
Like poison in the veins
Driving the last hope of love to its end

You tore out her heart
And I picked up the pieces
What's left of it
What's left of it
How can you live with this everyday
It blows my mind away

I came to my sense
I thought I woke up
I can't shake this feeling
My heart's had enough
The weight on my shoulders
Is breaking my back
Your words weigh so heavy
Im afraid I'm about to crack

Your words weigh so heavy
Im afraid I'm about to crack