CircusP - 1/4th

Watch my heart beat out of my chest
We've done something wrong
Was it you?
Or am I the one here taking the blame?

Feel my throat sink deeper and deeper, I'm gasping for air
Is it me?
Or are you not feeling this, feeling this,
feeling the same-/?

(Oh-Ooh-Whoa-Oh-Oh)
I've done everything
perfect to instruction
(Oh-Ooh-Whoa-Oh-Oh)
(Oh-Ooh-Whoa-Oh-Oh)
Tell me you're trying
Tell me I'm lying
(Oh-Ooh-Whoa-Oh-Oh)
(Oh-Ooh-Whoa-Oh-Oh)
I've done everything
perfect for destruction
(Oh-Ooh-Whoa-Oh-Oh)
(Oh-Ooh-Whoa-Oh-Oh)
I can't be alone with this feeling

Am I the only one
That's holding on for far too long?
Was it all just a dream?
Am I wrong?
Was there no 'You and Me'?

Scream and call me hopeless
Shout out that you have nothing left
Something, Just say anything
Don't end this with words left unsaid

(Ooh)

Don't you hear me crying out for you?
As you turn away
Is it true?
Or are you not feeling this, feeling this,
feeling the same-/?

(Oh-Ooh-Whoa-Oh-Oh)
(Oh-Ooh-Whoa-Oh-Oh)
I've done everything
perfect to instruction
(Oh-Ooh-Whoa-Oh-Oh)
(Oh-Ooh-Whoa-Oh-Oh)
Tell me you're kidding
It's the beginning
(Oh-Ooh-Whoa-Oh-Oh)
(Oh-Ooh-Whoa-Oh-Oh)
I've done everything
perfect for destruction
(Oh-Ooh-Whoa-Oh-Oh)
(Oh-Ooh-Whoa-Oh-Oh)
I can't be alone in my grieving

Am I the only one
That's holding on for far too long?
Was it all just a dream?
Am I wrong?
Was there no 'You and Me'?

Scream and call me worthless
Shout out that you have nothing left
Something, Just say anything
I can't push on with emp-ti-ness-/

Am I the only one
That can't feel anything at all?
The guilt and all the lies
All the times I gave it my best try

I'll be real, I am tired
I remember now, All your fire
And all the things that you put me through
Tore my heart into...

Was I supposed to just be okay
With everything that you did!?
I was broken, I was hurting
But I'm meant to forgive?

You cut me to pieces
It's your fault I'm a complete wreck
And I guess I didn't matter to you
The worst part? I always knew

So here's my final "Fuck You"