Cryptik Howling - Decadent Obidiance

A bitter poetry's forcing itself out of me
An illusory power almost touchable
My desires are beyond suffering
An unreasoned duel between my selves

I feel one of them strengthening
It emerge, drowning it's other self with its twisted fingers
I'm catharsis of my old self
My obscene wishes, from now on shall not be withheld anymore

Phantasm, my love, about this power which lives inside of me
Let yourslef be cuddled by my obscure embrace
Don't you feel my warm infected kisses?

You dared!
You didn't see how much I desired you
You turned your back from me, from carnal sin
You dared to want to leave me

No! I could not grant you that
Your place is close to me, in our bed
Caressing your pale, blue skin
So cold, without life

Why?
Suddenly I realize I'm powerless
I just could not live without you