Darwin's Waiting Room - Another Way

I killed myself today
I wish I could explain
I tried to find another way
To tell you how I feel
I tried to find another way
To make you proud of me

I'm numb from kneeling
This cut's too deep for healing
Revealing, There's something Amiss
Something you missed
Transfer the shame
You will never be the same
I will not except the blame
'Cause I am what you made me

It's over now
What I've seen makes me

You gave me life but this life is mine
Pray for things I know
You gave me life but this life is mine
To change me make me whole
You gave me life but this life is mine
My life's so full of shit
You gave me life but this life is mine
In death is where I fit

I killed myself today
I wish I could remain
I tried to find another way
To let myself go free
There seems to be no other way
To make things right in me

I can't awaken
My life has been forsaken
I've taken the easy way out
The only way out
Empty my wrist
We could never co-exist
I will not let the persist
'Cause I am what you made me

You gotta' see you gotta' try
Who's gonna change the world when I die

I said you gotta' see you gotta' try
Who's gonna change the world when I die x2
I said you gotta' see you gotta' try
Who's gonna change the world when I go

(Incomprehensible)x3
Make me whole
Well now you lost your son and lost control
Tell me now, how you feel
You can fucking live your life
But you can't live mine

Pray for things I know
To change me, make me a whole
My life's so full of shit
Death is where I fit

You can fucking live your life but not mine x4