Defaced - End of Torment

Cross the borders, realize you're weak and numb

I'm done with the fire, done with the torture
I shall live in my own kingdom
Trapped in this treacherous cause
The way out. In my eyes
The last day, I'm counting off
My new existence will rise

Nothing will stay and nothing gets better
My life determined
It cycles an endless paradox

Forging - my sacred hell
Forcing - my consciousness
Fm a sane man, I know my insanity
So don't try to shut me down

Suffering overwhelms my emotions
The cruel revelation of death
Why am I the one belonging to a dying world
Shut down the voices in my head

Control the choking feeling
I'm getting sick again
The world stopped spinning

No, I can't steer myself
I'm lost inside my own world
I see them disappearing, fade away from me
Where are all the others?
They left me alone
I'm stranded, broken, neat but socially crippled

Now, I've reached my own kingdom
Master life the way I want
Keep struggling and failing
But nothing cares me anymore
Maybe someday I shall be dead
But till then I'll seize the day