Denace - Is It Worth It

now is it worth it to keep searching
to keep wasting time on earth worried
all that time tryin to find your security
you coulda lived life high like birdy
you wanna go to college but you aint certain
your parents want you goin you dont wanna hurt them
and plus they provide you with the money
long as you pass semesters u wont go hungry
school papers got you stressed on this monday
you got a final comin up ugghhhh great
thats a headache you wish it would just go away
is it really worth going through this every single day?


now heres a girl around 25ish
shes got RA rhuemotoid arthritis
shes had it for the past like 5 years
no one understands so she cries tears
the pain shes felt feels like light years
she hates the way she looks she dont like mirrors
she tries to hide the fact that she cant move
so everywhere she goes she checks in the bathroom
put yourself in her special made shoes
try and walk a mile and see that its painful
shoots up meds to make the pain dull
and side effects that can cause heart failure
her dad supported her for the longest
but when semptember came hes been gone since
her cold winters just became alot colder
now shes gotta carry that on her fragile shoulders