Dezire - Special lie

How am I to face the fear?
How to find the way to heal?
I'm about to make it end
But still it gets out of my hand
Try to mold me up again
'Cause no one will and no one can
How to shape up well my heart
I don't know where's the end
'Cause I don't know how to start

Ref.:
I didn't see with my own eyes like they were blind
But did I have to burn my hand to understand that love's a fire
When someone's going to break your heart right from the start
You find it out how someone's untrue
Did not mean to pass me by that special lie
But why did it came from you

All it took was just one blow
Though my eyes are overflown
It ain't gonna hurt me less
Patience is melting so fast
Conversation's getting worse
'Cause all I've said became a curse
Now there's nothing left to say
And baby what a shame
Taht you made me feel this way

Feel no harm
Rebuild my warm
Maybe it won't be too cold
Until you see I'm bold
Take my heart and hold