Draztic Music - When I Fall Asleep

Sitting by my window
Looking up to the stars, yeah
(I like this [?])
Wondering where I've been
(So close to home, you know, haha)
Wondering where you are
(Ricks, let's run it)

Every day I start my life from the finish line
Been known to skip a few steps before I get to nine
I tend to trip and while I'm sitting all I do is write
Say hello to mary jane and take my morning flight
Watch me dive head first into another rhyme
Hopping too into a verse, I bet you feel alright
I can't lie, I'm probably thinking 'cause I'm hella high
The sacrifices eat me up and I'mma tell you why
This microphone holds the key for me to live my life
All the pain you never see, I'm clutching deep inside
Probably why I can't sleep and I refuse to try
'Cause every time I turn around somebody criticises
Damn, trusted crews and friends left and right
And all this time I thought I had an army by my side
Goes to show that real fam got your back
And you're wondering why they're asking where's Draztic at?
Tell them, B (Come on)

Hold the shaky ground
I'm lost but can't be found
Feels like I can't breathe
I need to fall asleep
It's been way too long
Since you've been dead and gone
But you come back to me
When I fall asleep...
(If I could, I would)

When I wake, your voice echoes in and out my mind
Don't ask me why 'cause deep inside I probably fight a lie
I know the reason at the time I couldn't seem to find
The propper reason for me drinking every fucking night
If my eyes get ever close for me to see you dream
Me and you would alter view of how I'm seeing things
Time stopped, broken clock, what's the day today?
A million miles way back into yesterday
Everything you might have said or what you didn't say
I always knew just what you meant, dead give away
From the smiles to the laughs, all the pain through the tears
Every year, former year gets deeper with the fear
All the shaky ground fall into the cracks
How do I pick myself up of my back?
Me and you against the world, I'll be picturing that
Never lacking ambition, always love me for that

Hold the shaky ground (Hold the shaky ground)
I'm lost but can't be found (I'm lost but can't be found)
Feels like I can't breathe (I can't, I can't)
I need to fall asleep (Oh ohoh)
It's been way too long (It's been way too long)
Since you've been dead and gone (Yeah)
But you come back to me (Come back to me)
When I fall asleep...

My reflection getting ugly in the mirror
Born loser with the eyes of a winner
I'm quite the saint in the land of the sinner
Got the heart of an angel with the mind of a killer
I live for a dollar bills, "Wait, how you figure?"
Ha! I do this all for my mom and little sister
And when you see my friends, tell them that I miss them
I just lit another fire way deep in hell's kitchen, break it down

Hold the shaky ground (Hold the shaky ground)
I'm lost but can't be found (I'm lost but can't be found)
Feels like I can't breathe (Feels like, feels like, yeah)
I need to fall asleep
It's been way too long (It's been way too long)
Since you've been dead and gone (You've been dead and gone)
But you come back to me (Come back, come back)
When I fall asleep...

Hold the shaky ground (Hold the shaky ground)
I'm lost but can't be found (I'm lost but can't be found)
Feels like I can't breathe (Feels like, feels like)
I need to fall asleep (Yeah)
It's been way too long (Ohoh)
Since you've been dead and gone (You've been dead and gone)
But you come back to me (To me...)
When I fall asleep...

It's like, people been wondering why they can't find me
The failure that I thought was behind me, you know, I come back and
It's like we're strangers, almost like it's been dead and gone
So I guess this is goodbye