Dżem - List do M

Mom, I’m writing you a poem,
Maybe the last one, but surely the first.
It’s a deep and silent night,
I sit in bed while she sleeps beside me,

And breathes so peacefully.
Some distant music reaches my ears—
No, it’s just the echo inside my head.
I sit here, drowning in tears,
Because I’m lonely, because I’m lost.
Fear grips my throat!

Loneliness, such a dreadful fear,
It wraps around me, it cuts right through me.
Mom, you know, I pictured a world where
There’s no God, no, no God at all.

The only place that feels at peace
Is home, where you are—but I am not.
And I don’t think I’ll ever return, no,
Mom, I love you, I love you so!

I once thought that you had hurt me,
But it was me—I was the one who hurt you.
Too bad I realized too late,
Too late to make things right again.

Loneliness, such a dreadful fear,
It wraps around me, it cuts right through me.
Mom, you know, I pictured a world where
There’s no God, no, no God at all.

Loneliness, such a dreadful fear,
It wraps around me, it cuts right through me.
Mom, you know, I pictured a world where
There’s no God, no, no God at all. (x2)