Flowers Taped to Pens - Now I Know

When the car hit the ground,
I heard the sound,
Of bones metal and flesh imploding onto the dirt,
It took too long to feel scared or hurt,
I felt invincible in dying,
Face down in the dirt and crying,
Coming back to bed sweats and stiff hairs drying
Only made me feel worse.
I don't wanna die but I think about dying all the time,
I don't wanna die but I dream about dying all the time