Four Year Strong - Mouth Full Of Dirt

Tipping the scales in the wrong direction
Biting my tongue 'til it bleeds
You saw the panic washing over my face
And now you're watching me rinse and repeat
I want you to stay
But I don't wanna' be here
It's time for a break
But the timing is not that great for me

Always expecting the worst
I'm pleading my case with a mouth full of dirt
I'm hoping to bury it with everyone that's left unspoken

I wanna' feel something (Anything)
I wanna' feel something (Anything)
I wanna' feel something (Anything)
And I don't need to self medicate, I'm already numb

The television doesn't hold my attention
It only keeps me from falling asleep
The emptiness is filling up the space
Is this reality or is it a dream?
I want you to stay
But you don't wanna' be here
Am I too late?
Or am I "we're not supposed to be"? (?)

Stimulate me
Before the void annihilates me

Gotta' feel something
Feel everything
Gotta' feel something
And I don't need to self medicate, I'm already numb