Hole - Letter To God

Dear God, I’m writing this letter to you
Cause I don’t have a clue
Can you help me?

I’m sitting here
Simply trying to figure out
What my life’s all about
Can you tell me?

I never wanted to be
The person you see
Can you tell me who I am?

I always wanted to die
But you kept me here alive
Can you tell me who I am?

I lie awake conducting this symphony,
That you have gifted to me,
but I can ever sleep

Don’t be mad
But I get weak inside
And I start to fall apart
Cause I feel nothing

I never wanted to be
Some kind of comic relief
Please, show me who I am

I've been tortured and scorned
Since the day that I was born
But I don’t know who I am

And I thank you man for everything
Sorry I’m so frightened about all of this
But I wish I could give you more

And all the lights are shining down on me
And I feel intimidated by it all

I never wanted to be
The person you see, but thank you
Oh God, please, tell me now
Are you disappointed, are you proud?
I’ve been, I've done EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING!

I’m so sorry I’m so weak
And I've turned into a freak
But I don’t know ANYTHING, ANYTHING!

I’ve lost all self-esteem
But buried everything
And I feel NOTHING, NOTHING!

Oh God, please, tell me now
Oh God, please, tell me now
Cause I feel nothing

And, dear God, I’m writing this letter to you
Cause I’m coming unglued
Please, help me