Lost Soul - The Mind's Eye

Sitting, waiting - for the one I want to die
Hunting, stalking - I just want to hear them cry
My mind so twisted with sadistic desires
Desires to make mankind feel pain
The pain they put in me
I'll fight the desire no more
Pushed and pushed - I'll only bend so far
Pushed beyond the breaking point

I will be pushed no more

Kill the assholes who fuck me over
Their severed limbs are strewn all over
As I inflict the pain, a joys fulfills me
They thrash and scream, bound to a tree

Am I insane? I'm rid of the pain
But, now for my acts I must pay
My violent mind now grows calm
As I sit and reflect in my cell
Now I try to rationalize

In my mind the deserved to die
An my heart says it's a lie
Their families sit and wonder why
Why their children had to die
I know that I must pay
For what I have done
But the people are all after me
Screaming, "An eye for an eye...
I don't want the pain at their hands

I'm sorry for what I've done
But you won't have me - suicide

I am watching - I see your every move
Wanting, needing - the need for pain
A knife ripping through flesh
Pain and my mind never mesh
Physical pain I can ignore
But mental pain, I'll ignore no more
Fucked over too often in life
I'll solve my problems with a knife