Michał Bajor - To nie tak miało być

Sometimes it is so
That you get what you want
The tone and harmony
The melody and verse
Just like that
A simple thing
The thread of life
Fulfillment of simple dreams
Perhaps not

But it also happens
Though you know the rythm and tact
In the familiar chord
Appears a false note
Just like that
Barely a trace
Perhaps a fluke
Perhaps just an illusion
Perhaps not

And then anxiety
And then fear
A heavy glance
And bottomless sorrow
And then fear
And then anxiety
The dying sound
of the echoes of your steps

It wasn't supposed to be like this
Your each gesture was enough to live on
A flicker of eyelashes, the beat of the heart
The warmth of hands, the tenderness of lips
Your breath
It wasn't supposed to be like this
In your smile, my whole world
In your palms, my dream
In your eyes, my day
Enchanted treasure

But it also happens
That a wind rushes
Scatters the memories
And changes their taste
Just like that
The sign of the times
It's no shame
Perhaps just a desire
Perhaps not
The anxiety disappears
And disappears fear
Although the headache
Hurts like a thorn
And anxiety is gone
and gone is fear
Although the shadow of bitterness
Lies on your heart

It wasn't supposed to be like this