Millenium (PL) - Brightness Hidden in the Dark

My mind's in a dark room
Seeking some light around
I hear voices that mumble
Yet I cannot make them out
Sometimes silence is golden
Though it oft makes me cry
Want my life to be over
I have lost the joy of life
I have harboured a death wish
For a vastly long time
In this madness I'll perish
You've all left me behind
There's a red moon high above me
That's an omen for my end
Mum is dead, and she loved me
Like no one ever has
Or can!
When you hide
In the gloom of screaming
When you drive your fears away
It's your time
To overcome bad feelings
And make yourself alive again
Do not hurry, do it slowly
Time will heal a broken heart
Free your light, your one and only
Brightness hidden in the dark
It's the darkest of darkness
Like the hour of death
Like a monster from nightmares
That is stifling your breath
I am so very frightened
I would rather die tonight
Will you help me, Almighty?
Or I'll think you like suicide
When you hide
In the gloom of screaming
When you drive your fears away
It's your time
To overcome bad feelings
And make yourself alive again
Do not hurry, do it slowly
Time will heal a broken heart
Free your light, your one and only
Brightness hidden in the dark
The candle light flickers
And nobody knows
I'm hearing these whispers
Which keep coming from the ghosts
I'm watching a movie
My face on the screen
This story is lovely
From right now on