Neverborn - Why?

A true destructive force of nature
I leave such wreckage in my wake
leading you to annihilation
sweet devastation we will make
I am evil abomination
drowning in oceans of regret
condemned for things I've done already
and sins I've not committed yet

Why do I always make the same fucking
mistakes time and time again?
(I'll never learn, I'll never learn, I never learn)
Why do I always make the same fucking
mistakes time and time again?
(I'm gonna burn, I'm gonna burn, I'm gonna burn)

Gonna drive me outta my mind ( I don't wanna feel this)
Gonna make me fucking crazy (I don't wanna feel this)
Gonna drive me outta my mind (I don't wanna feel this)
Who do I never fucking learn?

I blaze a path for those who follow
who leap with no hesitation
they follow me to Armageddon
lead them to obliteration
I am the fate that befalls the trusting
the seed of darkness we have sown
despite the curse of good intentions
I pave the road to hell alone

Kill me quick I never learn a thing I am a
foolish man and I will never be more than a
victim of my own stupidity!

Destructive blindness, no point to destroy, give me
the will to be never ending black powerful disease
taking pride in all your sins... No remorse for self-indecision failure
Tortured mind and soul
Can't live by command
help me find my feet
Kill yourself while there's time