Old Gray - An Epitaph

I used to be scared of death,
but now its my only friend.
I found comfort in it's embrace
and solace in the grace that it leaves me each night.
I am no longer afraid to die because my world's become so empty
You were so young, I owe this all to you.
You live in my every word, you're the reason that I'm still alive
No one deserves to die, I never got to say goodbye.

So this is my goodbye to you,
and I hope wherever you are,
that you hear how my voice sounds now,
how in six years I haven't drowned,
in the shadow that I have become,
in the shadow of my everyday,
in the darkness that I have become,
in the shadow of my everyday

and I still miss you,
you were the place that I called home,
and I am so alone.