Only Seven Left - Love Again

Suddenly I realized it’s never gonna be alright and I, I’m feeling so alone that I could die. I want to write you, I want to call but that’s not gonna help at all, and so I’ll be staring ghosts into the wall. I wish that I could say how I miss you every day, but it’s foolish to prefer the easy way. And I know that you will say that you really want to change, but I guess it’s not enough to make me stay. Sometimes when I come home from work, I hope you’re waiting at my door and say: all of this was just the start of more. I’m afraid that no one could ever love me like you would, ’cause I’m easily and often misunderstood. I’ll leave your picture hanging on my wall. I won’t forget you but I should let go and try to set you free. I can’t imagine I will love again, but I will love again. You will love again. And I wish that I could say that I’m better off this way, but I miss you more with every single day.