Our Hollow, Our Home - Aversion

I am awake, but I swear I'm only dreaming
This pain is what drives me
It keeps me from losing sleep
I've let myself fall obsolete
I can't recall a time where I felt complete
This deep abyss inside my head is all I know
I forgot what it's like to be alone
Now I'm so far from home

This is a disaster, how the hell have we ended up this way?
Forever learning how to live with our (live with our mistakes)
Now the world around me's changing I will stay the same
Upon foundations built from better days
(Built from better days)

While these offensives keep growing
While my defenses are slowing
I find myself without a leg to stand upon
Where do I truly belong?
I've been walking this road for far too long
Without a sense of purpose I must carry on

I wear compassion, like a noose around my neck
How the hell did it come to this?
Another nightmare in every fucking severed tie
I have foreseen the coming storm
But I'll be damned if it consumes us all

This is a disaster, how the hell have we ended up this way?
Forever learning how to live with our (live with our mistakes)
As the world around me changes I will stay the same
Upon foundations built from better days

This is a disaster and its written all over your face
You're too ashamed to face the blame so I will take your place
As the world around me changes I will stay the same
Upon foundations built from better days
Before we fade away

Oh how I've told you a thousand times
Self preservation is a part of life

Oh how I've told you a thousand fucking times
You cannot take what is rightfully mine