Paradox - Life in Death

Life in Death


Darkness is all around me, fear in my mind makes me uneasy. Where am I going - hell on earth? Where will it end - eternal death? The circle of my closest friends is all now under the power of demons. Where is my exit, how do I escape, ashamed and haunted by all I do...

Deeper and deeper into black, deppression takes control. Rage consumes me like a fire, don't come near me - I'll explode. Empty feelings fill my heart, dismay it is my friend, madness drains my rotten life, this isn't who I am.

Only one way out of here - suicide solution. Push the blade into my wrists - I have no regrets...

Oh my God, Lord Jesus, you're my only friend. You can see me though this mess, on you I do depend. You can lift me from the dirt, the pain I have within, release me from the paranoia, all the filth of sin. Cleanse me know my Saviour, I have much to go, I want complete forgiveness, your peace I need to know...