Rat Tally - Longshot

Got bored of the show
So I went home to look at the walls
And catch my thoughts but they're all multiplying
Like dust kicked off from the floor
They spiral out and under the door
Then float up and start to stick to the ceiling

But I'm okay if you're okay
I'm too lazy to say I'm not
Even if I wanted to explain
It would probably take too long

Can't go back
But I keep track of all of your words
Spread them thin and dig too deep for a meaning
It's murder but it's a game
You like to watch me try to get away
Who knew dying could be so fucking embarrassing?

But I'm okay if you're okay
We both know it's a longshot
Even if I wanted you to stay
We'd get caught in a deadlock

I'll just leave it for today
Couldn't bring myself to tеll you to stop
Only ever wanted you to stay
But wе'd get caught in a deadlock