Strung Out - Novacain

There's something I can't figure out
There's something that I can't let go
It's here it's real and it's staring me in the eye
It's all I see now
Growing into something new
Becoming what I always knew
Would change me if I let it go
would turn on me if I let it show now
If I let it show
And you always got the best of me
While bringing out the worst of me
I found myself again and I didn't like this thing that I've become now
So I gotta do this right now
Cause tomorrow I ain't looking back
This is my last chance to come clean and make it right
And show you what I know
Sinking ever further
Concrete shoes keep me around
It's getting way to late to change tonight
Shudder to think I may be wrong
It's easy to lose when you're the king of loss and everything slips by
Taken a chance making a change
For better or worse
I can't let go
and I know what I want
Is what we think of ourselves inside
The same as what we really are
Is what you see in me
really what i wanna be?
Is this all for me
Is this all for you?
Is this all we see in ourselves?