Suisai - Sting of honesty (ft. Demxntia)

Feel so so far away
From consciousness
In this bed
Try to
List off wanted things
But the storys cut short
The end
The trouble of thinking
Has proved to be too much
Theres no more dreams to crush

Head filled up
With a heart half empty
Senses come undone
Do you believe in yourself?
That thought was always so foreign
Who knows?

Sting of honesty from the whiplash
Sat back watching from a distance
Out of body this experience is
Nothing as expected

Grasping for a breath of fresh air
But the smog is getting stale
Cause the less there was to know
The happier i was

Taken back
Looking at
Everything there
Is too offer
Not much to stand on
Like whats the point
When nothings pure at all
Sitting here waiting
For you to come make me
Something i say im not

Out of body & out of my mind
I wish somebody would say ill b fine
Woudlnt care if its a lie
Ye i know i made it so far
Im still weak n ive tired so hard
To fight off all the feelings that ive
Carried in my heart

Overthinking bout
My past mistakes
I wanna fade away
Into a void of nothingness
War of habit
I won't give control
I still break down
From time 2 time
But i got no more
Tears 2 cry

Taken back
Looking at
Everything there
Is too offer
Not much to stand on
Like whats the point
When nothings pure at all
Sitting here waiting
For you to come make me
Something i say im not