Tearstained - Final Thoughts

So sad and depressed and confused
So long so relentlessly abused
My heart is overflowing with pain
My eyes are shedding tears like rain

Empty and saddened by life
Heartbeat brings misery and strife
It seems like there is no point for me
To continue to exist in this reality

I cannot argue with destiny
When I too understand your misery
Unable to cope and unable to breathe
Falling apart and there is no reprieve

Release me or drug me
Because with time comes deterioration

Contemplating my last will and testament
For I feel my time is coming soon
When there will be no will to live on
Will I be remembered when I am gone?

Atop a building up high in the sky
Make like a bird and feel myself fly
The last thing I see is the sky falling away
These are my final thoughts

Death seduce me with your darkness embrace
The light fades away in my own dark abyss
The answers to questions, a feeling of peace
These are my final thoughts

In each of us resides thoughts of suicide
When life is just tired you can exit this life
Fear not death for it is a transition
The right to die by your own choice

Life is really not so significant x3