Texas - Heaven Knows

This morning I was sleeping
The demons started creeping in my bed
I couldn't shake the feeling
It's all because of words I never said

The last time that I saw you
Was a moment that I'll never have again
As you smoked a cigarette
And you tried to hide the tears I cannot mend

I know it's wrong still I'm crazy about you
Stay away too long but I can't live without you
Heaven knows I tried to keep this love alive
There's nothing left to save now

Life has turned out ok
I've got everything that you taught me to pursue
And the circle that surrounds me
Seems to fill the hole you'd fit into

But there's an aching, there's a longing
That drugs or men or money won't subside
So when I said I hate you
Do you know in your heart how much I lied?

I know it's wrong still I'm crazy about you
Stayed away too long but I can't live without you
Heaven knows I tried to keep this love alive
There's nothing left to save now