Touché Amoré - Posing Holy

I [?] simple message that everyone saw through
[?]
[?] seem to dictate my mood

I've counted blessings while confessing
I saw despair
Beg or borrow, swallow sorrow
I have come prepared
It's a right of passage
It's a torch to carry
When you feel the damage
And it's extraordinary

The isolating toll is taking on everyone involved
We'll find connections through extensions to not feel so alone
It's an initiation conducted at a bedside
To a steady [?] to help keep time

We're all focused on holding onto all that we have got
While we're drifting slowly and [?] for all that we are not

I've counted blessing while confessing
I saw despair
Beg or borrow, swallow sorrow
I have come prepared