Victoria - Were you ever?

Summer was dark in that apartment
Freezing the memories in my mind
Didn't mean to be too much, oh I was tryna save it
Did you build it up so you could break it?
There's still a distance between me and that door

If it's over
How long will it take to get sober 
I don't wanna be the one wasting through another night
When you seem like you're doing fine

And how dare you?
Pack up everything that we went through 
Thought we'd stay awhile but you're moving on, and so should I
Oh, were you ever really mine?

Guess you found someone else to turn to
A familiar face to pull you in
And I tried to claim your innocence, not blame you for the state I'm in
But the bigger person in me feels so small

If it's over
How long will it take to get sober 
I don't wanna be the one wasting through another night
When you seem like you're doing fine

And how dare you?
Pack up everything that we went through 
Thought we'd stay awhile but you're moving on, and so should I
Oh, were you ever really mine?

Oh, I just wanna be happy
But I'm questioning the good times
And you really did have me
But were you ever really mine?

If it's over
How long will it take to get sober 
I don't wanna be the one wasting through another night
When you seem like you're doing fine

And how dare you?
Pack up everything that we went through 
Thought we'd stay awhile but you're moving on, and so should I
Oh, were you ever really mine?