Youdash - Astral Anxiety

My wings are burning
Every single feather falls down
I am falling right behind
Why I can't stop myself from collapsing?
Why are we afraid to fly higher?
I should be a god now! A leader of my own life!
I won't quit! Push, strive and destroy to reach limits.
I should be a god now! A creator of my own life!
Don't quit, spread the flame to reach the limits.

Too quick.
Too soon,
After such a long time, fate again turned back on me.

My body becomes heavier and heavier
The struggle, awareness of your own fear
I should be a god now! Creator of my own life!
Don't quit, spread the flame to reach the limits.
Too quick.
Too soon,
After such a long time, fate again turned back on me.

Fate
Be a god for yourself.

Hesitation by lack of knowledge, cracked mind
A third person breakdown
Be a man, not a boy!
Be something more than a piece of meat!

Should I leave my body to become emotionless entity?
To live without fear, without greed
Or still in numb fury push ahead to wreck everything
Framework which contains human emotions
Leave it and choose a different way to become…
I look at my life through fear prism
Through luminosity of my burning wings
Burned up by a lack of confidence
Dread of falling…
I'll take off these lenses, I'll cut off and fly