Young Friend - Pinch Me

I'm not the same that I was when I was 17
All those old friends that I had, they don't remember me
Must've blocked me outta their memories
So heavenly, who they pretend to be
(Something like that)

But I can't keep up, can't sit still
There's no reason I should chill
On my own, so alone
I can't tell if this is real
Someone pinch me, wake up
Someone tell me to get up
Someone pinch me, come get me
Come help, 'cause it's too much
No

I'm too protective of my friends
I start projecting onto them
I guess I'm not everything I thought that I was
Wish I had it in me to stop
But I can't give-
Fuck
I'm distant, I'm passive
Unavailable and reactive
I'm sick and tired of the action
I need some melatonin and a fraction
I need everyone to stop acting
I'm so past it, so I'm passing
On everything that you're passing
I'm trying to make something that'll last

But I can't keep up, can't sit still
There's no reason I should chill
On my own, so alone
I can't tell if this is real
Someone pinch me, wake up
Someone tell me to get up
Someone pinch me, come get me
Come help, 'cause it's too much
No

Sold my soul so I could make rent
I'm running out of patience
I'm trying hard, but it don't make sense (yeah)
It's like I'm half asleep, like I'm livin' in a dream
Feels like everything I see is just so slightly out of reach
It's like I'm half awake, barely getting through the day
Feels like everything I say don't come out the right way
Yeah
Oh-oh

Yeah
Ooh
Okay, uhhh

But I can't keep up, can't sit still
There's no reason I should chill
On my own, so alone
I can't tell if this is real
Someone pinch me, wake up
Someone tell me to get up
Someone pinch me, come get me
Come help, 'cause it's too much
No

Ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh