4th Point - I Am My Own Disease

I have a river inside
That keeps on running dry
I'm fed fears and lies
In this world stuck looking outside
There's a thirsting need
Stretching from sea to sea
We try to fill ourselves
With these broken wells

Yeah, I feel it underneath, yeah

I am my own disease that lives inside of me
I can't go fix my ways
They're held inside by my shame
I can't fulfill the need that's screaming out of me
A soul that's wanting more
Than what can be asked for

I keep on running blind
Down a path where the choice is mine
I think I know what's best
Like I've outdone all the rest

Yeah, I feel it underneath, yeah

I am my own disease that lives inside of me
I can't go fix my ways
They're held inside by my shame
I can't fulfill the need that's screaming out of me
A soul that's wanting more
Than what can be asked for

We cannot meet this need
We cannot meet this need
It's deep underneath
It's deep underneath
We cannot meet this need
We cannot meet this need
It's deep underneath

I am my own disease that lives inside of me
I can't go fix my ways
They're held inside by my shame
I can't fulfill the need that's screaming out of me
A soul that's wanting more
Than what can be asked for