Absolution - Past is Forever

I / I am insane / I have no control over / I am a freak / I am nowhere near normal / I am so tired / So emotionally drained / I cannot sleep / With all the throbbing / I cannot control the thoughts that go through my head / All I can do is control how I react / Because I don’t want this world to suffer the pain I have had all my life / In vain / Never push me too far / Once I turn my back I never return / I will let my guard down / What fucks up most in life is the picture in our heads / What have I become / A slave to my fucking past / We are slaves / We are slaves to our fucking pasts / Our past may haunt us / But it does not define us / This is your way out / No longer a slave to your past / The past never dies / I have fought to survive and not give in / I have lost so much of what I love / Now it’s my turn / To take back / From this world / I will finally have my revenge / I have learnt my lesson / Never will I repeat the mistakes of my past / The past haunts you until your days are done / My past eats me alive / Now I stand on my own two feet / Free to think / Free to do as I please / Now I stand on my own two feet / Free to think / Free to do as I please / I would rather be a freak then be considered a fucking fake