Adelyn - The Hardest Part

So many years you taught me
Learning from blackened eyes that couldn't guide me
Because you wouldn't even see
I just couldn't believe
You were waiting there for me
Say thanks to the retribution
I will never wander the same

I'm just wasting
All I am is fading

This was all that I dreamed of
But you know I waited for you
I should've tried
Harder to make the voices heard
Surrender the suffering I learned
Vultures circle around me, waiting for the wreckage

Oh God, I tried
But it grew deeper, sinking further
Look how many I blamed me
For this murder

I know I'm sorry but I cannot find a way
I know I will repent for the choices I've made
I've suffered long enough and I don't recognise
The person staring back at me
Right into my eyes

It's time now

This was all that I dreamed of
But you know I waited for you
I should've tried
Harder to make the voices heard
Surrender the suffering I learned
Vultures circle around me, waiting for the wreckage

How many years do I torment myself
I'm suffering inside
I didn't mean to do this alone
But you should've known it's my heart left bleeding
Fuck

This was all that I dreamed of
But you know I waited for you
I should've tried
Harder to make the voices heard
Surrender the suffering I learned
Vultures circle around me, waiting for the wreckage
Waiting for the wreckage