Antestor - Remnants

Stabbed in the back by the most
trusted individual leaves
mental scars that time will not
heal I will never forget, and
I cannot possibly forgive locked
away in the back of my
mind forever it is like a
hibernating cancer

Abandoning my name
fleeing from an invisible force
many years have passed
still the daggers are caressing my
skin

Breathe, feel, deny, search, find,
receive

Animal behavior, these
darwinistic thoughts certifies my
human nature forgiving and
forgetting can only be done
through divine intervention

Abandoning my name
fleeing from an invisible force
many years have passed
still the daggers are caressing my
skin

Breathe, feel, deny, search, find,
receive

Doors are closed, I hold the key
will they stay like this
for eternity searching for what I
don't want to find a
hibernating cancer hibernating
cancer

But I don't want to forget and
therefore
I cannot ever forgive

Gazing at the mirror trying to
find small remnants of my
soul which have been left behind
during childhood
the memories and the shame.

All that's left is revenge all that's
real is revenge

Breathe, feel, search, find, receive

Doors open by the touch of my
hand hibernating cancer
awakens

Euphoria, redemption

Stabbed in the back by the most
trusted individual it
leaves mental scars that only God
can heal I will never
forget, and I cannot possibly
forgive locked away in the
back of my mind forever it is like
a hibernating cancer