Capsize - Spent

I'm just not meant to find home. I can't be loved by anyone.
I'm still chasing the falling sun, 'cause I'm a failed son.
I've never known what's it's like to have an answer. Nothing to say than the scattered thoughts of yesterday.
I just want to see clearly, but you're blinding me for now. I need a sense of direction to stop me from spinning out.
Fading out to the point of becoming transparent.
A life alone, forever on the outside. A life pushed aside and all these years of falling behind.
It's only me and everything I couldn't be. Coming undone at every seam you pulled apart.
You pulled apart my fucking heart.
No matter where you came from, no matter where you've been,
No one gives a fuck, unless you fit right in.
I've found comfort in seclusion. I've found peace in solitude. I feel secure in isolation.
I swear it's easy for me, so just leave me be.
I want to leave the last page blank in this book.
I want to be the air in the backwoods.
I want to leave the last page blank in this book.
I want to be the life the night took.